anxiety

the holidays are almost over.
oh no.. TEST DAY O_o

And i haven't even gotten to watch Prisonbreak yet!!!

but i did finish bio and chem.. but i didn't even touch physics... and chapter two is.. oh.. my.. *hyperventilates* PHYSICS!!!!!! PHYSICS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME!! and chem charges too.. and photosynthesis... ughh

so i'm still at my cousin's place. yes, i slept over for another night. and we did keep to our pledge of studying. YIPPIE

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so now we're goofing off. i guess we deserve it. but the fear of test day keeps haunting us. gahhh i don't want to fail again!! why is it so hard for me to get physics?! they're just a bunch of numbers and laws, i mean.. what is WRONG with me?! why can't i find the answers? they're staring me in the face and i can't see them..

the universe had better be prepared for my anxiety attack on Wednesday.. oh yes.. i can feel one coming on.. a big one