Painful goodbyes

My standings

i was studying history (sejarah) for the finals tomorrow, and i got so pissed off by it i went on paint to draw a graph...

Graph showing level of :) against subjects

i hope you teachers see what i (and probably many others) go through...

exam's tomorrow!

parents don't know this, but when they're so worked up about their children's exams, their child automatically feels pressured. for me, i feel like if i don't get good marks, then i'm letting everyone down.

so, a word of advice,
yes, mum i know you read my blog...

JUST RELAX!

epiphany

otherwise known as "sudden realization of great truth" (yes yes, it's from that simpsons movie..)

Boy george is the "oldies" version of Lady Gaga
yes, yes, he's a dude...

and here's miss Gaga

i mean, it's their immense love for eccentricity that makes them seem so similar! and they're not afraid to be different. very, very different. which is what i love about them.

It's late. I know. I'm on mobile. I'll explain later. Haha!

paranoia

my Feedjit tells me that people are viewing my "on special request" post.

the only thing there is my photo...

do you like moi?

omg.. i'm so perasan..

i'm delirious.

on special request

there, you wanted this, Felix Baby Wong!

if i were an anime

today, i went to straighten my hair... now it's so straight, i look like some anime.. -.- not that i hate anime.

omg this is fun.. lemme try some more stuff


and yes, i did it all on Paint, so SUE ME if it looks creepy..

ok sorry for the scare.. i was just curious..

a little confused

with the increasing number of views to my "eye candy" post,

i'm not sure whether i should feel thankful for ever putting that post up O.o

is my blog that much of a bore?!

pattern

i think i just figured out my cat's sleeping pattern

i love my cat

awww he's so cute... :D

and believe me, there's more..

O.o

i've just downloaded that "feedjit" thing.. umm, on your right, if you're reading this.

and it tells me what people view my blog for.

i've realized that majority of the people view my blog for the "eye candy" post...

i don't know what's sadder..
the fact that nobody actually reads my blog,


or the fact that the only people who read my blog only do so to swoon over guys...


*sigh* i guess nobody'll ever read this piece of crap..

lemmings!

isn't it just SO ADORABLE?!

Oh my god.

i've recently (okay, maybe not so recently) gotten to be very obsessed over LEMMINGS.

i mean, they're so cute! and round, and soft :D

and there's this myth about them throwing themselves off cliffs into the ocean.
well, according to Animal Planet, the myth started when (apparently) 2 guys were trying to film lemmings, and they put the lemming on a snow-covered turning table. so it's like a huge, snowy, horizontal hamster wheel. and to add a little more drama, they went outdoors and herded the lemmings to a cliff by a river. O.o and you can see where the myth came from..

apparently, Animal Planet thinks that
it isn't that the lemmings throw themselves off cliffs,
it's that we humans choose to believe anything,

even something so far fetched.

lol, sorry humans. i just added in the speech bubble for fun.
THE LEMMINGS NEED TO BE HEARD!

like the new look?

it's a fresh start. again :)

ouch

just





ouch.

facebook hurts..

mum strikes again! moo..

so yesterday, i had to help my mom prepare dinner. yes world, the maid has left the building. so anyway. she (my mum) was at the stove. and i was behind her. she exclaimed "no no! don't go to near the fire! you are going to DIE, you know??"
so i was like "umm.. mum, i'm behind you. and i don't think i'll DIE"
she cut me off saying "nonono!! not that way!" and she started to tap on the stove with the lighter.
i asked "mum, what the heck?"
she answered...

"no, i'm not talking to you. i'm talking to the cicak."

note: "cicak" means house lizard... my mum was talking to a house lizard. and she was afraid it would DIE. in the fire. on the stove.
i'm starting to think i'm adopted...

and last night, after tuition class, we reached the dimly lit porch at home. i realized that in the grocery bag next to me, there was a packet of "Olive Oil" something. i was so intrigued. wow, my parents actually bought something healthy, for a change... "wwaaaa!!! Daddy, what's this olive oil doing in the--" i picked it out of the bag...

they were olive oil.. CHIPS! exactly as in the picture.. the plastic bag had covered the "potato chips" part of it.

dad merely frowned and answered,
"you're like the customs check and immigration officer."

and then today, mum and dad went shopping. and they came back with a large metal bucket.. much like this one :i asked "are you going to milk a cow with that?" hahaha she answered..

"no, we're going to milk YOU"





why did i even ask?

i am disgusted

spnl

i've nearly finished studying :)

i've studied up till chapter 4 and a half.

GOD i wish i hadn't misplaced my notes!

ughh exams

there's a physics test tomorrow. the entire Form 5 syllabus.

SHOOT!

i just checked the time table.. we're the second class to have it. which only means one thing..

no hints.

brace youselves, people. it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

Poof! (cont'd)

yes world, i'm back! i was just rooting through some old stuff and i remembered..

OMG MY BLOG!!

so yeah, that's why i've decided to start it up again

since i've last blogged, i've:

1. learnt some very valuable life lessons
2. made some lifechanging friends
3. still cherished everyone
   
4. gotten a pet name -.-
5. managed to get pretty good results :) even if u teachers don't think so =(
6. grown a little fatter? a little..
7. changed my hair? i little?
8. not showered. (haha just kidding there, hygiene freaks)
9. grown a year older.
10. gotten INTERNET IN MY ROOM~!!!

yeah, life's been a roller coaster. amazing picture from deviantart. it's so awesome i simply cannot take credit for it and must tell you where it came from :) LOL

Though that's just high school. The last official day of school is over. Another step closer to adulthood :)

it's funny, looking back. So many things change. It's heart-breaking yet twistedly beautiful. People change, and as a friend of mine says "friends become strangers, strangers become friends"

Yes, so so cliche. i'll miss all of you. yes, ALL of you.

if you've hurt me,
if i've hurt you,
i'll still miss you.
whether or not you choose to miss me
i'll still miss you.

okok, enough with this emo sh*t. That can come later.

I've got hooked onto FPS games (first person shooter) games. and i quote my cousin "I never took you for the 'eat lead mo-fos!' type". Quite frankly, i've never thought that i'd take a liking to them either. but let me tell you something...

THEY ARE JUST FRIGGIN AWESOME

and they make good stress relievers too :)

aaanyway,

The game that got me started is none other than ...ok, i need a moment to recover from the awesome-ness of this game.. yes, i'm damn sakai, k?

i'm playing mw1 now, but it's laggy.. i have no idea why. maybe u guys can help me? :)

ahem.. VICTOR~!!!!

yes, i know i know, i played it backwards. SUE ME the autograph books and signed uniforms are pouring in at school. :) we used to look at our seniors thinking "man, i wish that were me" now, i wish i weren't a senior. there's the big spm, the leaving, the goodbyes, ughh... it sucks.

but i guess we've all got to grow. :) and this seems like.. step one.

every journey begins with the first step. first cut is the deepest. i could go on.

anyway, i think i'm done for now. here's to hoping THIS blog won't die. again. :) CIAO!

Poof!